Mean Girls

Besides "life turning" failures, ang isa pa sa listahan ng mga kinatatakutan ko eh ang mga babae na merong strong personality...

Hindi nga... Strong personality...

Those girls that seem lack control on what they should talk and comment about, those girls that lash on you just for the fun of it, those who will tactlessly say what they think you are up to and what is on their mind, and they even notice the slightest detail that you can't even imagine how well they were able to read you! They are dominant, perceptive, they are difficult to please, most of the time umn... beautiful too; At bumubuga ng apoy!

I guess i'm the torpe "boy next door" type of guy... If its not love, i rather not bother and would be contented in just ogling... For me its just tiresome and not worth the time and resources... I stay away from these girls for unknown reasons or for reasons i just dont want to put up...

That mirror how confident i am with girls huh?

How i prayed that i would not encounter anyone like her during my teaching days, for i swear... Kung nakaencounter lang ako ng tulad nya, hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko... But sometimes, Heaven is just in the mood to be entertained, and send circumstances that will test you and have your ass spinning...

I guess my first mean girl experience was back in highschool, they are these "hot" guys gfs, yung mga bullies sa school... So i really stay away from them, i don't return their jokes, and i especially refrain from playing "pass the message" with them, yun ata ang naimbentong laro para maka-holding hands mo kahit sinong gusto mo... But the day just simply came that one of these girls flirted with me, i was soo o o confused, but not to soon i realized that she is somehow using me to make her ex-bf jealous and at times insulted..!!

Imaginin mo yung hinahabol ka para sa makatotohanang mga arm wrestlings, mawalan ng notebook(s) pag exam period na at malapit na itong checkan, tuksuhin twing hapon bago mag-uwian, at pagtawanan ng 'di mo alam...

'Twas hell...

But i guess life can't be that easy for them aswell, two years after highschool graduation most of them are already parents...

I survived through college without having to really interact with them, or even if i have to, i do business with them indirectly, bahala na ung mga kaibigan kong malulupit ang apog =) hehe...

Yun lang! I encountered them mean girls ng JSE days ko, sa persona ng aking team leader, although hindi naman talaga sya vulgar bitchy, her strong personality is evident... And so Salmon Day happened...

May nameet akong mean girl nung nagturo ako ulit... And i get to realize, mean girls are mean depende sa kung sino ang kaharap nila... They can be soft as well, like any other person... I was really scared of her tantrums once, but when i heard about her story, her family probs and her ill fated lovelife from her, i felt like crying with her... She's still a bitch towards other people though =)

Akala ko naiintindihan ko na... But no, each of themare just different. From the outside they are hardcore life survivors, perfect achievers, and in the inside you really can't tell, they seem really secure and you can't assume that they are soft inside. Ewan ko ba, why am i so affected by how these mean girls...

I guess in a way in their presence i get to gauge my best points and where i still need to understand with interacting with other people... I'm confident facing my students especially on topics i've prepared, i'm confident in life when i'm prepared... Pero de-numero ang galaw ko pag nasa bagong environment, especially on unwelcoming one, i tend to act the same when i'm in presence of these girls...

Minsan sobrang babaw talaga ng tingin ko sa buhay... Life's a bitch; at times she's friendly and you'll love her for it, times she just throw hell at you and you can't help but love her more when she's friendly again... And for that perspective i'll only mean life =)