I Dont Know...~~!~?

"I dont know..."

siguro kung hirap na hirap si GMA na sabihin ang "I am sorry..." ang mga instructors, teachers professors e, hirap na hirap sabihin ang

"I don't know..."

para kami sa kanila e (ok, para sa amin...) ang ibig sabihin nyan e, parang... "hindi ko napaghandaan yan, sisantehin nyo na ako..." well of course kung assigned sa instructor na yun yung suppose to be subject na tinuturo nya...

"I don't know..."

meron akong subject na hawak right now... Transmission Media... well i know being a novice that i am, it is not an excuse that i am new to the field of teaching because suppose to be e, napagaralan ko dapat yun ng college...

e hindi nga e... hindi ko alam yung some part, and talaga namang hirap na hirap akong magprepare... inalala ko kung bakit... sige reminisce...

SYET! eto rin yung same subject kung saan hirap na hirap ako ng review season palang!!! tama ito nga!!! yung antenna, non-resonant line, coefficient of reflection yada yada... subject na may 50+ formula! ito nga!!! and how many times have i prayed na sana e konti lang ang lumabas sa subject na yun...

buti na lang...

and i thought that was the last of it... hell no... nagturo pa ako nito ngaun!!! bat ko ba to nahawak-hawakan... so there was i, searching from my old college notes and lectures, but to my surprise i found nothing... what i found is a lecture manual we use to buy 'round Php 120-150...

unti-unti bumalik sa ala-ala ko yung subject na yun nung tine-take up namin... naalalako si sir D@!+()7!!! yun yung subject kung saan e natutulog ako sa bilyaran kasama nila oths, jaime and juls...! dahil sa ang sabi sa amin e, lintek lang sa dali yung mga topic whatnots at matatanda na kami kaya na namin itong kabisaduhin!!!

syet!

kaya pala ang laman ng lecture manual ko e, maraming fictional characters na pinapangarap kong buuan ng kwento dahil ng mga panahon na yun e nangangarap akong maging kartunista!

mas malubha pa yun... dahil nakatulog ako sa subject na yun sa bilyaran twing hapon dahil matapos kaming i-dismiss ng maaga e wala na akong ginagawa! hindi katulad ng Control Systems na nakakatulog ako dahil galing ako sa Dyabee matapos ng closing-opening schedule ko...

wow lufet!

hindi nga kaya no? dalawa lang siguro ang rason kung bakit ang teacher e tamad-na-tamad ituro ang ibang subject na hawak nya... either na dahil sa tamad talaga sya... o, tamad kasi yung teacher na nagturo sa kanya nung subject na yun at nahawa lang sya

"a teacher affects eternity, no one knows where his influence ends..."

tama nga...

hay... pambihira talaga... at least im trying to break the freaking cycle, kung baga sa trabahong JSE... im doing lots and lots of re-work because of previous errors...

ang hirap mahuli sa ganung point na gusto mo na ring sabihing

"i don't know"

hindi ko alam... sya... sya... marami pa akong aaralin... woooohhhh!!!

(basa page ano na ako e... ah oo tama so; if a transmission line matching device is to be useful in a range offhhf didferernte matc hiang si ttuid bnaskasd zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZzZzZ)

Professional Student

Professional Student

How Do Instructors Hide Feelings From Their Student?

wou haba ng title!

im just wondering how instructors hide their feelings, although of course im not just talking about "ang cute ni ganito..." or "t&^#@&# nakakabastos na to a..."

so yun...

ang weeeeird e... this is the first time that i kinda gone ballistic with a student...

i'm teaching this what we call "capacitor action" so i was demonstrating it with a multitester to one of my student who dont seem to catch up easily...

"o nakita no na bumabalik ang pointer ng tester sa infinity... ano ang ibig sabihin nun? (for the nth time...) "

"sir... bad condition..."

(what the! pang ilan beses ko na bang binanggit good nga yun good!!!)

and then one of my student kinda laughed and made fun of the poor classmate...

medyo sinita ko yung estudyante pointing the tester probe to him... and suddenly my student carelessly commemted...

"imbes na pagtawanan nyo ako sana turuan nyo ako..."

well, i cant blame him i guess if he got it all wrong... nor the careless remark, i told him that i never meant to make a fool out of him, and in fact im actually scolding his classmate...

oh well... yun lang medyo nasigawan ko yung bata...

hay...

another story is about my student in one of my morning class... geez, im most of the time intimidated by charming and women with strong personality, but i never realized that i will feel like that towrds one of my student, ang pinakamadali... edi i-ignore mo yung student...

wouuu...!

but did i texted that student of mine saying that i am a fan of hers? tinext ko nga ata...? nah...

Ser Kamuka Nyo Pala si Jasmine Trias

me: so class that is how the (freakin...) fm receiver works... are there any questions?

b.c.: sir kamuka nyo pala si jasmine trias!!!

me:(wer did that come from???)

...and the start of another

woah! 2006 na yeah!

isa sa lang ang napagtanto ko, dapat pala e hindi natin masyadong siniseryoso ang pag-blo-blog, chances are, hindi ka makakapaglagay ng entry... so from now on, im just going to type whatever that sprout in my mind...

nice...

so yun nga diba? bumalik na ulit tayo sa school sa loob ng dalawang linggo e, wala akong na-prepare na lesson, wala talaga! ang sarap kasi ng bakasyon e... hehe, actually ako ay nag.. uhurm soul-searching... yeah soul-searching...

like bakit ganito ang buhay natin ganito ganyan...

sa totoo lang, ang 2005 ang pinakamagulong parte ng buhay ko... well sabi ko lang yun, san ka pa, dito sa taong nawala sa akin ang isa sa pinakamahalagang organization na kasapi ako (Legion of Mary), dito rin nawala ang isa sa promising job (Accenture) at nawala ang what i thought is a relationship that will last...

pambihira talaga, kahit alam natin na medyo magulo din ang 2006, it seems that im more excited for it than actually fearing it...

sabagay, things can't be that worst...

ano naman kaya ang magiging kalagayan ng bansa?
mas mahabang kwento yun...