PNR

PNR -- the masses

Last week, nasubukan ko na ring makasakay ng PNR, Philippine National Railways. Ito rin yung Train System na sana eh na Rehabilitate ng North Railways Project.

Bumabagtas mula Caloocan hanggang Alabang, pinakamurang transportation sa napakalayong distansya, noong 80s umaabot pa ito ng Bicol.

Isang beses pa lang akong nasakay ng PNR, mula España hanggang Sucat Parañaque. Kung gusto mong makita ang "unflattering" side ng lungsod, ito ang subukan mong sakyan, marami sigurong aktibista ang na- "inspire" ng tanawin sa PNR.

Hindi katulad ng LRT, LRT2 at MRT, ang PNR ay walang perimeter fences sa maraming area, talagang tumatawid ng highways at minsan sa mga make-shift residences. Meron ding palengke, estero at mga tulay.

Entertainment factor din ang mga pasahero, may umuupo sa gitna - maaring matisod ang iba kung di sila mapapansin. Matindi din dito yung "Pinto - Syndrome" eto yung pagsakay ng pasahero, kahit malayo pa sya pupuwesto sya sa harap ng pinto, ewan ko ba, ang tingin ko kasi dito eh pagiging walang pakialam sa iba, "basta ako nakasakay..." pag natulak ng mga taong sasakay, maninisi pa...

"T*ng *na! Ayaw kasing pumasok sa loob eh!",

"Kung ayaw mong matulak, mag-taxi ka!",

"Sapakin mo!"

Ganyan yung mga comments na maririnig mo pag dating ng FTI, Siksikan na no'n, Amoy mo na din kung ano ang pinagdaanan ng mga tao sa araw na yon.

"Woou! Roller Coaster!"

Maririnig mo naman sa mga mag-kakatropang sabay na umuuwi, habang yumuyugyog ang tren.

Ewan ko ba, bumigat ang damdamin ko pagbaba ng PNR, Mula sa perspective nito -- malayo o lumayo ang Pilipinas sa inaasahang pagbabago o paglago, malayong - malayo. Pero air-con na ang PNR, sabi ng tatay ko dati walang harang ang bintana at pinto nito dati, may ibang pasaherong tumatalon papasok at papalabas at kung swertehin ka eh mababato ka ng basura at dumi (ng tao) at least ngayon safe ka sa ganun elements.

Improvements?

Ano na nga ba ang nangyari sa North Railway Project? Malapit nang mabuo ang MRT - LRT-1 Extension, pero yung mga lugar na dine-molish, gubat na ng damo at puno ng Aratiles, Medyo mahirap maging optimistic pag ang nakikita mo lang ay ang Lungsod mula sa PNR. Moral Revolution, Change, Progress. Marami pa tayong dapat gawin, kung pag-unlad at pag-unlad din lang ng Pilipinas, kasing labo pa ito ng pagpapatuloy ng North Railway Project or ng kasabayan nitong ZTE Broadband, Fertilizer Scam, at kung ano-ano pa…


waiting for the train -- waiting for a change

Jejemons!

Kung merong mga Laglag-Punjang Hip-Hop at Fitting Black Shirts Metal noong Dekada 90s ang napapagtripan ng husto ngayong henerasyong ito ay ang mga Jejemons

Jejemons

Sa cyberspace -- sila yung karaniwang gumagamit ng alternating caps pag nagt-type
bukod pa sa "txt" style format ng kanilang spelling; Napakahirap nitong basahin lalo na kung sanay ka sa maayos na spelling at sentences




Sila din yung pag nagpapicture eh may kung ano anong hand-signs na pinapakita, hindi mo masigurado kung may ibig bang sabihin yung mga hand signs nila, kung insignia ba ito nirarayuma ba sila.

Sa tunay na buhay sila yung kung pumorma ay nagbo-border sa dating ng mga "Emo", hindi kaagad masisigurado kung Emo sila o Jejemon kung hindi mo sila papakinggan magsalita hindi mo masisigurado, I'm thinking kung ang Emo magsasalita ma-de-describe mo ito as "sad logic" minsan "flawed" pero may message, Jejemon will just say "gibberish - baby talked sentences"

Naiintindihan naman ng nakakararami kung ang mga kabataan ay sumusubok ng mga bagay na magbibigay sa kanila ng "distinction" or "individuality" pero naman, being a Jejemon is just ridicu -- pero teka kung che-checkin naman ang itsura ng mga kabataang noon ganun din eh, may bagay may ridiculous, may nakakaasar, may nakakatawa.


(image from vermites.blogspot.com)


but still...
I can't give them Jejemons their merit.

and Gibo has a very good plan for them :D

(image from tunaynalalake.blogspot.com)

Dekada 90s Memories :D Sundot Kulangot

Tuwing labasan sa school namin maraming ganito eh :D
kasama ng mga gagamba, at palabunot ng mga itik at sisiw!

Stay In or Stay Out

On my way to work -- nakakita ako ng sign na ganito...



Alam naman natin na "Stay-Out" eh tumutukoy sa mga workers na "Uwian"
pero parang kung kukulitin mo, magiging dalawa meaning nung "Stay Out"

Either -- Stay Out na Uwian, or Stay Out as in wag ka nang mag apply "Stay - Out!" ganun! :D


ano nga ba english ng Uwian? nyah!

Promising Week ahead!

Chairman Netero - Hunter x Hunter

IMHO, one of the best Manga Series of this Generation would have to be Hunter X Hunter, the twist and turns are just superb! and unconventional, although the downside to this series is that it takes too long for its author to complete each arc, imagine when this series go on hiatus it takes a year for it to comeback!

Eto na rin siguro yung isa sa mga Manga na ang daming speculation na talagang di mo alam kung san naggaling -- babae si kurapika, si hisoka si gin freecs to name a few :)

well i guess hindi ka nakakarelate pero if you are in to manga please do read
Hunter X Hunter!

Dekada 90s Memories :D Keychain

Happy Easter Everyone :D

I hope you had a very meaningful Holy Week, IMHO even if you did went to the beach for the Holy Week, if somehow you learned new lessons or was able to reflect with your family and friends, it still worth it

But of course having to reflect silently is ideal.

Enjoy!

Dekada 90s Memories :D Betatron

Load Mo Sarili Mo :D

Business mode muna :D



Ask me about Load Mo Sarili Mo
More than Happy to Send you the presentation for the business.

If you have any queries -- please do ask :D

How Far Will You Go

The roads going to LRT along Mc Arthur are under repair again, as uncanny as May 2010 elections...

"If I leave 0630H, it will likely be 0730H when I reach the LRT, i'll only have 1 hour to make it to work, and thats the same as 15 to 20 minutes late..."

There i asked myself...

"How far am I willing to go, to be on time..."

I can sleep early, wake up around 0445H prepare in an hour, be able to leave at around 0545H.

And there I was... Less traffic and the LRT crowd not yet too pushy...

How far can you go?
What efforts are you willing to take?

With an open and pro-vocable mind, one will be able to see, that efforts made and well thought plan can go a long way...

In a grand scale, it is much how we go with our daily lives, the routines and habits we keep are same one we chose, when we are started to focus on what we want to achieve, on where we want to go.

The question that would beg for an answer will be, what must we focus on and where we want to go, why we must get there...

I reached the office in time, with a mindset that i want to make this day count... Short term goal that would count for my Mid-term goals, Mid-term accumulating for bigger and longer one...

Keeping this up, We'll be on a roll... Keeping this up we go further. Yey, lets go!


Sunrise on LRT Baclaran Feb2010

Perspectives

There really are times one can't help to think and ask...

"Why am I here...?"

Philosophical since time immemorial, never failed to baffle the average minds since it made self-consciousness and realization, and so it baffles me.

I come to work, so does the countless others. Who knows how many asks the same question? Who knows how many mindlessly just jump to the day so it would be over soon, so they can go home and have their rest? Who knows how many struggles for significance, trying to prove their worth and to make a difference?

It just depends on the mood, on a sunny morning i just savor the moment -- happy that i am alive; on a gloomy one its different and i am indifferent as well.

And as we move along our lives, we realize the forces strong and formidable to contest, principles we realize we must follow, the consequences if one is to challenge them.

It came to me maybe significance is over rated -- we are here to live, to the fullest, to travel and to be a witness of history unfolding. Because if we know the principles and will not go against them, and best to uphold them -- significance on its own would be realized.

Now, if consequences would just be a little more caring – maybe it will not bite me in the ass.

Geez...

I am really getting old...

Ignore All

I'm ignoring a lot of things right now...
I'm ignoring that my monitor is not working, as it sits lifeless



I'm ignoring the fact that i might not be able to replace the darn thing until December.
I'm ignoring the Disconnection Notice.



I'm even trying to ignore the noisy guy sitting beside me in the LRT, talking loudly to another person over the phone, not caring if he is actually speaking too noisy.

At times ignoring things is a way to cope, that at life you would still make the shot given the odds and actually make both ends meet. But the same draws a very thin line on being lazy, a responsibility placed on hold and oneself spreaded too thinly.

I'm ignoring that i haven't written anything for a while. The same way a haven't reflected about any, that i'm on the last quarter of the year with circumstances almost the same.

Now as i look on things i have ignored, i get to see more the things i have tried to pay attention to. To set views that are crooked, to sight on things that really matters.

It goes with the thought that when you are on a very loud environment, you get to appreciate silence more. Like water to drought, like sanity to madness, like relief to pain, like joy to sadness.

Board Exams: Lessons to Learn

First of all, hindi ako topnotcher Ü, frankly speaking when I were few weeks away from graduation I didn't saw myself passing the Board Exam nor taking it. Pero nung makapasa yung isang kasama ko sa IEEE-UESB na itatago natin sa pangalang Ambo, nag-iba ang pananaw ko, hindi ko minaliit ang board pero nainspire ako sa feat na nagawa nya. Yung mga dean's lister may biase ka na na papasa sila, kaya minsan ang mas mahusay gawing inspirasyon ay yung tipong ka-level lang natin, sakto lang sa talino, nag-eenjoy sa college, sa curriculum na di nakasulat sa papel -- gumawa ng isang mahusay na achievement dahil sa pinagsikapan nya itong mabuti.

Sa pag kuha ko ng Board eto yung mga lessons na nadala ko ng kaunti

1.) Focus and Deadline
-- May timeline ang board exam, kahit matulog ako magaral, maglaro ng video games o magtutuwad siguradong darating ito, and from there, i know i must allocate and budget my most important resource: Time. And with deadlines set, discipline got to be enforced para masunod ang scheds.

2.) Knowing and Understanding what You're Up Against
-- Ga'no ba kaseryoso ang board? Paghahandaan ko ito ng 5-6 months, nung 2004, may tatlong subjects lang: Math, Electronics and Communications, 70 dapat ang average, walang below 50 bagsak isa - bagsak lahat. Gano ko ba ito kagusto? Favorite quote ko nga nun "it's not how good you are, but how bad you want it" Seryoso ang board, bukod sa palamuti sa resumé at lisensyang patigas sa wallet, Its self fulfillment. Its a proof that you can muster the 5years of school. Ga'no mo kagusto ang isang bagay at ga'no kalaki ang kaya mong ibayad para dito.

3.) Decision Making and Decision Management
-- so you decided to go for it, but what comes after that decision plays crucial role. Is that your conviction? After you decided, its time to enact the decision, no looking back, making it happen -- and assesing if you are able to make progress.

4.) Education is Expensive
-- Hindi biro ang puhunang isinusugal sa pag-aaral, dagdag pa kung di naman sobrang prestihiyoso ng eskuwelahan, dagdag pa kung di naman sobrang taas ng marka, sa kaduluduluhan kailangan talagang maglaan ka ng oras para di lang hirap at pera mo ang masayang. Lam mo ang isa pang magandang bagay sa board? Pag nakuha mo ang lisensya mo, alam mong maari kang mapagiwanan ka sa practical applications, pero di ka naman napag iiwanan sa academics.

5.) Cooperation and Interdependence
-- Puede namang wala kang kasama para pumasa or kung mas kumportable ka na ikaw lang, walang problema. Yun lang nagiging mahalaga kasi yung meron kang kasama hindi lang para mas malawak ang resources at material nyo, kasi nagdadagdag din ito ng motivation, like iron sharpens iron - so does man sharpens another.

6.) Success or Failure is a Process
-- The Board Exam may be two to three days, depending kung anong course mo, pero ang tatlong araw na yun ay resulta nang anim na buwan na pinagsama-sama mo sa isang buhos. Kung natulog ka lang at nanood ng mga series at nag-aksaya ng oras, hindi mo basta basta mababawi sa dalawa o tatlong linggo at dapat ay ginawa mo ng anim buwan. If you really didn't saw it coming you were not paying attention.

7.) Faith
-- Last but not the least, is Faith. Kanino pa ba nanggagaling ang lahat ng kaalaman na ito diba? It can only come from the Greatest Engineer, and we are just but humble borrowers of His creation, might as well ask for His guide.

So there, after the success of the Board Exams? What will be next? It is still a wide horizon, and another one after that. We take jubilation or reflection, and move on.

Yey.

Tita Cory

How will you remember Cory?

With everything said and done, paano nga ba natin maaalala si Tita Cory...

The plain housewife turned widower, that fought and stood against a tyrant, and brought back democracy.

Wow...

Looking at it now, it sounded so simple. But for me Tita Cory, is an example of a person who genuinely thought of her people, of what is good, and the difference she could make.

Lots of "ifs" where thrown and debated, like we could have been better of with Marcos, or even as trivial as if she didn't became the president, then Kris would not have been an actress.

What she have started, i guess haven't gone far enough. Malaki ang nagawa nya oo... Kaso mo, mas malaking negative ang ginagawa natin ngayon... Mas malaki ang withdrawals kaysa sa deposit, kahit pa malaki ang nagawa ni Tita Cory, isang tao lang sya... She have inspired a lot of people, and those people she inspired must live the inspiration and continue inspire.

Moral Revolution, have always been an illusive thought, and will always be not until the Filipinos realize that the small things can go a long way.

Dahil kung tinuloy natin sa ating maliliit na paraan ang mga malalaking bagay na sinimulan nila mas malayo malamang ang ating narating.

with sanitized thoughts...
Wow.. ako mismo =)

Blanks

Ok, eto yung isa sa mga moments na alam mong wala kang maisusulat...

Nakatingin ka sa blanko at malinis na papel pero walang bumababa dito...

...

Ano nga ba...

Kasing significant nga ba ng malinis na papel ang ginagawa kong trabaho araw-araw? Eh kung gumawa kaya ako ng bagong analogy? Hehe pwede kong inalogy ang pangungulangot sa pakikipagsapalaran sa buhay? Paanong ang mahirap abutin ay hindi mo pala gugustuhin pag nandyan na, nah... Malamang may nakagawa na nun... May nakagawa na kayang magpatay-patayan para lapitan ng mga vultures? Tapos bigla mo silang gugulatin? Ganun din daw minsan manghuli ng peke at plastic na tao -- kunyari helpless ka na, or kunyari hindi mo sila naririnig para malaman mo kung ano ba talaga ang iniisip nila sa'yo, malaman mo kung tunay ba silang kaibigan... Tanong lang kung alam mo ang isang bagay pero hindi yun ang gusto ng karamihan, i-pu-puwersa mo pa rin ba ang alam mo? Sino kaya yung sumulat ng script ng Totoy Bato at nagkanda-leche leche ang kwento nito, nagbato ata yung writer... Bakit ina-sociate ng Korean girl band Wonder Girls ang maganda nilang kantang Nobody sa vowel movement? (may jebs factor na tuloy sa akin yung song). Wrong move din minsan yung ginagawa ng TEN The Evening News yung pag-insert or pagkahalata ng personal biases nila, pero sana mas dumalas po yung Word of the Lourd... Ayoko ko na ng Ako Mismo dog tag--dami nang gumagamit eh... Bakit ba yung kapitbahay ko nagtatanong ng kung ano ang sira ng PC nya kung pangangaralan naman nya ako na gumagana naman ito ng maayos... Matinding dedication pala ang mag-aral ng Photoshop, feasible pa rin kaya magbenta ng personalized t-shirts? Tagal ng bagong episode ng Chuck. Galing ng patama ni Gloria kay Mar Roxas nung SONA, hindi daw pamumulitika yung pagbibigay ni Villar anim n house and lots... Kailan kaya mauunawaan ng mga Filipino na ang boto nila ay higit sa limang daang piso or supot ng bigas, instant noodles at kaunting delata. Meron ba talaga o possible ba talaga ang moral revolution kung tayo ay walang bait at kayang paikutin ng mga nagi-iyak iyakan sa tv? Kung hindi ka politiko, artista o basketball player at susunod bang pinakamadaling paraan para umasenso ay mag abroad? Ano ang dapat itawag sa teacher na hindi pinapayagang pumasok sa klase nya ang isang estudyanteng hindi bumili ng cino-py pasted nyang manual? May gig or nagkaroon kaya ng gig ang Finqwins? 256bit video card kaya ang ire-require ng Modern Warfare 2? May silbi pa kaya ang mga watchers sa 2010 elections? Magbigay ka nga ng cases sa Pilipinas kung saan ang involved ay mataas na tao at napatunayan na nagkasala sya ng graft and corruption, nahatulan at naparusahan dahil dito. May limit ba kung ilang beses lang puede patawarin ang isang tao? Ano ang hiwaga sa galit at inis sa taong wala naman ginagawa sayo pero nababadtrip kang makita sya?

weee!

Magulo ang utak,
Maingay ang isip...

ano nga ba ang gusto kong isulat...

Coffee and Glazed Donuts

I don't usually drink coffee alone...

Yes I do drink coffee...
But not the expensive ones alone.

Such fine coffee goes best with someone, together with a fine conversation, together with good laughter, that fulfilling feeling.

That feeling that in this world, in this dog eats dog world... Everything is still fine, everything will still be ok...

That later to bed, the night will still offer happy sleep, and tomorrow will shine anew.

I miss it... So miss it...

I stopped today to drink coffee alone, watch through the looking glass as people rush through their day... That later i will join them as well, chasing time, chasing deadlines -- chasing urgency.

Thank God for such coffee, for every little things... Even for glazed donuts.

It makes easy the thought...
It makes easy the preview,


of dying alone...

Pretentious Food Names :D

Isa sa masayang part ng pagte-training bukod dun sa bagong learnings that would boost your efficiency and technical know-how eh yung snacks at lunch :D

Ginanap ang aming recent training sa Mandarin Hotel -- the training was nice, and the food was well interesting :)

Here were the courses for lunch...

hmn... interesting how they presented the names :)



Course Names -- ang haba

For Appetizer they presented Tuna Tataki with Garlic Aioli and Mango Salsa
It tasted like umn -- Sashimi?

Tuna Tataki = Sashimi

For the main course Char Grilled Pork Tenderloin, Creamy Mushroom Ragout and Pandan Rice -- but on a nut shell it tasted like Asado :D


Char Grilled Pork -- Asado

and for Desert :) Warm Hazelnut Pudding on Mild Berry Compote and Cinnamon Cream -- which tasted like Carrot Cake; masarap din naman talaga :D


Hazelnut Pudding -- ang galing nung Tribal chocolate Drowing! :D

So eto naman ang ipinangalan namin sa aming Late Afternoon Snack
Tira-tirang TunaTataki na binalot sa Siomai Wrapper at Tirang Croissant with Hipon Salad na Pinalaman sa Tinapay na parang Pusod ng Buntis :D ooteeehh!


Mahabang Names -- mas yummy

Oh Yeah :D

FrancisM

editted image courtesy of 112506 of symbianize.com

Francis Magalona's contribution to the local music scene is undeniable, and he left relatively young.

What i admire the most about Francis is the hope and strentgh he have shown as he battled against a very dreadful illness, his multiply blog is a picture of faith and optimism that is pure faith.

There is so much to reflect on this part of his life, to reflect what he have realized, that life is transient, cancer or no cancer. We are but passengers...

His songs and passion is admirable, a reminder that in this life, we make mistakes -- we don't stop there, we learn, we cry , we laugh and move on.

That to live fully is to live without regrets... For life in a nutshell is a Happy Battle.

Right to Reply *bow

image from presscouncil.blogspot.com

At first glance -- there seem not any sense on the "Right to Reply", right to reply? Ibig ba sabihin nun pag meron akong tinanong, dapat meron akong sagot? E di dapat "Right to be Replied" yun. What is the fuzz over the said bill?

Senator Nene Pimentel authored the said bill -- in a nut shell ang gusto nitong mangyari eh, kung ang isang form ng media ay may binatikos or tinukoy, binastos or may pinagusapan, ang tao o mga tao na nabanggit ay maaaring sumagot sa parehas na media ng libre.

Libre?! Kung ibinalita na ang isang contractor, kung sino mang private person ay kasali sa anumang anomalya, or scandal -- makakatulong ang "right to reply" sa kanya. Automatically may fighting chance sya kasi magiging karapatan nya na sumagot sa mga alegasyon sa kanya. Hehe ang kulit lang isipin pero diba un mismo ang trabaho ng media? Yung malaman ang kwento ng magkabilang panig?

Imagine the conundrum kung isang politiko ang ibalita... Wow all the drama for free... Sagutang walang hanggan, sa media sila magtitirahan, when supposedly their forum must be a court of law or something more official. Where the findings can be used to them or serve them innocent.

For all its worth, may pro and cons ang right to reply, yun lang ung pro na part eh nakalatag na sana sa free at unbiased media. On the otherhand cons side would self serve figures that would spam our media with their self-cleansing thoughts.

On the first place, those we would like them to hear from are keeping their silence, like the fertilizer scam, the euro generals, the ZTE scam, yung north rail project. Etc etc -- the media i'm sure is more than willing to hear from them as well. But they are i guess they rather use their right against self-incrimination =)

Geez...

Questions of Discipline

Naging roller coaster ride talaga para sa akin ang nakaraang mga buwan.
Talagang halos ang araw-araw parang lumilipas lang na oras.

One must then decide when to pause, stop and reflect.

"Sharpening of the Saw..."

Ano ba ang mga pinaka-epektib para maka-pagunwind?
Eto yung mga pang-unwind na ginamit ko -- yun lang feeling ko parang kung alternator lang ako malamang na sunog na ang coil ko.

Maglaro ng Devil May Cry 4
-- i have played this game for over hundred hours na ngayon, geez pag natatapos ako dito sa laro na to, parang feeling ko parang gusto kong manakit eh parang riot yar!

Mag DVD marathon ng Series
-- Burn Notice, Big Bang Theory, Mythbusters, House, Chuck - every week sinusubaybayan, additional stress na rin sa akin halos ang writers strike sa US. It is a personal debate din sa akin na hindi ko naaapreciate ang local series, i felt that its an obligation that i do, pero bukod sa News at sa "Word of the Lourd" Segment sa TV5 Top Ten (yung News din nila) eh wala naman na akong nasusubaybayan. Geez... hanep sa guilt trip! :D

Matulog
-- ng wala sa oras... ang hirap i-recalibrate ng nawala sa ayos na body clock, matutulog ng 2am at gigising ng 8am, average 6hours sleep pero ang pakiramdam ko drained pa rin ako. nyah!

Mag Browse ng Forums at Manga
-- hehe, naaabusong office resources at nasasayang na time. tempting to do from time to time, but it leaves bad after taste. Sino ba ang ayaw na maraming ma-acomplish diba?

Stare at Blank Space
-- is this even an activity? geez...


And after 3months, i finally get to pause and write another article.
Wow! what a superb comeback! :D

Seriously... I'm bringing back my Reading and Reflecting Habits.
if i keep things unchecked like this -- i will keep on hurting myself and give other people lots of inconvenience, if i keep living in this pace -- i will not be able appreciate and moments will be lost, if i keep living unhealthy -- i might just catch some cardio disease and that can't be good.

Recalibrate Mode.

Ending Hiatus :D

I would like to end my hiatus -- because, one i feel that i'm cramping up when i don't write and second sss i starting to get annoying... geez :D